Arrogant Angel

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Invision Graphics

I joined this forum Invision-graphics.com. It seems pretty cool so far, although I haven't yet had time to view the entire site. I noticed the one admin, Rose has a writing community. I love writing poetry and looking for a poetry group to help me expand. I've been lurking around a few poetry sites. http://allpoetry.com/ looks ok. I might try there or http://www.todays-woman.net/. I'm not too sure yet. So if anyone is reading this be sure to check out the forum I did join. They have some kick-ass avatars.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Maya Angelou poem

Alone

Lying, thinking
Last night
How to find my soul a home
Where water is not thirsty
And bread loaf is not stone
I came up with one thing
And I don't believe I'm wrong
That nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.


Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.
There are some millionaires
With money they can't use
Their wives run round like banshees
Their children sing the blues
They've got expensive doctors
To cure their hearts of stone.
But nobody
No, nobody
Can make it out here alone.

Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.

Now if you listen closely
I'll tell you what I know
Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is gonna blow
The race of man is suffering
And I can hear the moan,
'Cause nobody,
But nobody
Can make it out here alone.


Alone, all alone
Nobody, but nobody
Can make it out here alone.


Maya Angelou

Today has just been a bad day. I feel so sad, alone and angry with the world. Is it normal to feel this way?

Sunday, June 18, 2006

What's a girl to do?

So Archie drops by today, mentions us possibly going to Ottawa next weekend for his sister's wedding. I'm like shit shit, this relationship is moving way too fast. I thought about lying but that wouldn't be right. So, I told him the truth that I wasn't ready to get serious. He was cool with us just being friends. But, God I feel like crap.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

I can't decide

Yesterday was busy. Amid my hectic business activities, I had to ensure that my shopping was completed in time as Archie had arranged to meet me at the hard rock cafe at five. I have to be honest with you, I'm not sure where this relationship is going. It was our third date, but it was our first without friends tagging along.

My previous boyfriend was very clingy and dependent on me. I haven't been in a relationship for a year. I'm not even sure if I'm ready for one. Archie told me he sees me pushing him away.
I don't mean to, but damn like hell, I'm scared. I don't want to end It with him because he's a nice guy. We'll see how it goes.